I stand here on the first of August, 2008, the day in which every shred of my stability has fallen. I stand less than a week away from eviction from this seventh circle of hell I call my apartment, I stand unemployed, and honestly lack any desire to find a job anymore. I stand as an island, with nothing to look forward to anymore. If this is the last anyone hears from me, I honestly don't give a damn anymore...Let the month of August be the time that desperate times for Lan resulted in desperate measures. I'm going to spend this last week job hunting, and after it's over, and I've bore no fruit in my searching, I'm not going to have a home to come to. So with this, conceivably being the last time I hear from anyone, I appreciate all the support...
My friends, Lan is through
By Jeff Pearcy · August 1, 2008
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wolfqueen001 Aug 2, 2008
But... at the risk of sounding like a hypocrite - which you probably think I am now, and maybe it's true - I will say that despite everything, I am deeply saddened by your predicament. I've hoped and prayed that you'd get through this alright, but still things don't change for the better.
Still, I really hope they do get better, and I hope you're still around in the future if things don't go so well. Your talent - and your friendship - would (is...?) be a terrible loss.
bluberry Aug 2, 2008