So last night I dreamt I smoked pot.

o.O I guess that's my mind telling me I need to relax or something. But I can take comfort (I guess) in the fact that I knew the whole time what I was doing in the dream was wrong and that I shouldn't be doing it, and that somehow my mind rationalized it by saying "we're just going to try it to make sure we don't like it", and I din't. Funny thing is, it was both me and my brother doing it at the same time. Then later, I saw my step brother smoking pot as he was pulling out of the driveway. And maybe my parents were doing it to somewhere, but I don't remember.

Anyway, the whole thing leaves a bad taste in my mouth (lol, pun)... like... ugh. I'd never, ever, ever do that. Ever.

Anyway, in other news, I'm so late with this comp I make Masters look good (considering the number of reviews). Really sorry about that, but I've been really busy with the paper and everything (read boo's blog). I promise I'll try to get it done when I go back to school tomorrow... I really need a break. Today was the first day I was online since.... the deadline, I guess.

Also, an update on the miserable passport scenario: got a voicemail from the place telling me my birth certificate was ready but that my credit card number had an error concerning the declining balance or something. Which makes no sense because I never used the thing until now. Granted, maybe that's the cause; I got the thing in 2007, and this is the first time I've used it, so maybe it canceled on me or something. Would've been nice to know, though! And I can't contact the Vital Records people until Monday because they're not open on weekends... but at least I might be able to get hold of customer service for my credit card to figure out what happened there... Anyway, this is looking extremely grim now since unless I get the birth certificate tuesday or Wednesday, there's no chance of me being able to apply for a passport before the summer abroad deadline. What's more, it's so late now that I'm not even sure if I'd get the passport on time to begin with. And the whole issue created much conflict with my family while I was there (I'm with my grandparents now), as I expected - these things always do - so now I don't even feel like talking to them... but whatever. This screws up my whole college plan, I swear it does. -_-

There; everyone has something to talk about now. You won't find a more random/diverse blog post anywhere else at the moment. >_>

Comments 11

overdrive Staff Mar 7, 2009

Well, if you did it in a dream, that makes you that much closer than doing it in real life. That voice telling you what you were doing was wrong was actually that "Flowers in the Attic"-level psychotic aunt who always tried to prevent you from enjoying your life. You need to shake her influence.

Listen to "I Am the Walrus" by the Beatles....especially the last minute or so. That will tell you the true choice you must make.

zippdementia Mar 8, 2009

I used to smoke a lot of pot. A LOT. But I stopped when I got tired of it. I don't smoke pot at all now. Not many can say the same. Not many get tired of it ^_^

That said, I don't think it's a BAD or WRONG thing. I know plenty of people who smoke it and get along just fine in their lives. Me, I'm happier not doing it, and that's that.

I'm a firm believer in trying something before I take a stand on it. Who was it that said there's no substitute for experience? To that end I've tried a little bit of everything. Did shrooms... they were fun. Tried pedophilia for a while, wasn't my thing. Murdered a couple people, didn't really dig the whole clean up aspect.

The list goes on and includes writing video game reviews somewhere in there. That's one I'm probably hooked on for life.

Felix_Arabia Mar 8, 2009

It tells you right on the credit card when it expires.

bluberry Mar 8, 2009

I missed the word dreamt and am now leaving disappointed in you.

zipp, never try heroin. it will destroy you. shrooms are awesome though, so are acid and the occasional line.

wolfqueen001 Blogger Mar 8, 2009

Haha. Well, I think we can definitely agree that pedophilia and murder are both wrong. >_>

Felix: Yeah - mine says it expires in July of 2010, so that's why that makes no sense to me. At all.

Baha. Sorry to disappoint you, boo. =D

And that voice in my head is the only thing that keeps me sane.... or at least on track with my otherwise discombobulated and hopelessly hopeless life.

EmP Staff Mar 8, 2009

That's odd. Because the voice in head tells me to climb buildings in the middle of the night and that downing that tenth shot is a really good idea.

Lewis Mar 10, 2009

I always think people's views about drugs are quite interesting, especially when they're extreme in either direction. Cannabis isn't an enormous deal over here in the UK, despite being Class B (even though it isn't, even though it is, even though Gordon Brown doesn't know what the fuck he's talking about, even though it probably was a good idea to reclassify it, even though that means ketamine is supposedly more okay than it, and so on). I know a lot of people who smoke a lot of it and think they function completely normally. Notably, these people are idiots.

The little voice in my head is telling me I really should not get into this conversation.

wolfqueen001 Blogger Mar 10, 2009

Haha. Awesome. You should yell about politics more often - it's fun.

I actually had no idea what ketamine was until I looked it up... After doing so, it looks kind of frightening. o.O

It's a rather volatile creature.

Heh. That sounds like you've used it before.

zippdementia Mar 24, 2009

Yes, blue, there are SOME exceptions to what I would try. My drugs days are kind've over, though, now that I've got nerve damage in my legs.